im soooo glad i can be civil with someone i thought i hated. i had so much built up anger towards someone when really i wasnt upset or mad at him at all. rather, the guy in between us. i am glad to finally realize that past 6 months of my life was built upon lies, unfaithfulness, and solely on wanting something. something that was supposed to be special and meant for someone special in my life. its so funny how i can recap my life in a matter of an hour and put pieces together that if i knew 4 months ago, i would have been able to move on. 

thanks for everything. 

im moving on.